My 2 Main Patron Saints Assigned to Me
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My 2 Main Patron Saints Assigned to Me
Aside from Michael who is assigned specifically to all children, and reborn males aka Israel nation (Spiritual type), I have two Saints that are very near and dear to me, they are as follows.
Think it not strange THE LORD would give me these, two young teenage virgins, known for their purity and chastity, and I was a loose whore of a man but now am a eunuch (do not share my bed with any) as my wife is in Babylon learning the ways of the heathen, having a minstral cycle (link to theme
), so I am "made a eunuch for Heaven's sake. He that can accept it, let him accept it." That is i took the oath and owe the duty, to love my wife as Jesus loved me.
These two Females, as a spiritual highlights in my Holy Spirit understanding are amazingly effective in my conscience and psyche. They are go get types, get er done types, and yet they are still very submissive, kind, faithful, virtuous, wise, compassionate, just enough angelic feminine to rheign in my combat arms military sergeant pig headedness, and youthful lusting whorish degrading women history.
they have been used to help me both understand my wife, my moms, my sisters, and put them all in the daughter category, while holding them as chief of the operations of social interractions of the house and city. Truy they have and are still teaching me how a man is before the woman as LORD & GOD, and yet not as an overuler but as partners and equal.
these two Saints, are as follows, but if i am too be true, and i do strive only for this, I don't know these two at all, but rather they are Spiritually Manifested by THE HOLY SPIRIT WISDOM HERSELF in my reformation regeneration justification of sanctification, in simpler terms, they are that mother wife daughter figure of all the women in my life held in virgin pure account with GODLY saintly wisdom and fidelity, they are my wife when she is not too me, holding her place in thought and heart, they are my mom when i think of why i should bother for any woman and she is not there, they are my neices and sisters, in their teenage virgin accounts reminding to push forward and safeguard the daughters for my sons after me a pure virginal gift to our sons, untouched, and passed to them as a duty.
Now I have encountered them in reality, like seeing them, feeling them, they were there a few times on occasions, but i know not much of their words, as i do Chirst, but i do know enough of their words and their histor written in their faithful blood life to THE FAITH of GOD in JESUS CHRIST, that i know by my Husbandman that HE IS THEIR'S TOO, and Jesus and me, we definitely know my whorish youth womanising military alpha male complex needed a virgin pure GODLY Saint touch remind me of why i am that alpha, and it has corrected the errors in so many ways of how i went astray, balancing out my manhood by thier OVER ACHIEVING OF MANHOOD better than any man recorded, it reminds me GOD can use anyone.
I often tell people, "I stand where Navy Seals do not even tread. Yay, it is true, running into prisons, into humiliation to teach liars what they already know, keep their oaths, repent back to your own vows your GOD in truth. No Navy Seal suffers as such nor would they. Men don't just wake up and say, I shall do right by all means necessary, even if total loss and humiliations and tortures. as it reads, No man takes up these things on his own, he must be GOD SENT. Yay this is true, I stand where Navy Seals dont, but 14 year old virgins have, even unto burning at the steak, or lashings to death by beheading. So it must be THE GOD we serve and not the individual themselves, though it is within each individual that serves GOD.
I mean, Saint Katherine was 14 years old, wiser than all the nation, and Joan 19 years old rose above above all men in stature power success ever there was, aside Jesus Christ, these were the ages they were at when martyred for GOD. I was 32 when hit by light, 34 when Baptized, that is pledged to never tell a lie, to deceive again with intent, to let GOD be GOD. I was 38 when i learned to keep my wife, even when she does not care but to see me dead, that is when i learned to be the man, Christ like, aka Christian. These two girls, and they are girls to me, lil girls to me as i am now 42, and they were more Christian than me by far. I pray to be as faithful, hell knows, atleast half as faithful at the hour of my death, and i would have done my duty, for these two are stars among the dark, giants among ants, and they are humbly female.
Saint Katherine of Alexandria
Saint Katherine was the daughter of a rich aristrocat, very well educated, and had it all. Then around 12 or so she learned of Jesus Christ, and his testimony and was converted, i dont actually know if she even seen a vision. For her arguments were that of wisdom of GOD.
by 14 years old she is so convinced and convicted in the faith, she walks into speaking with the king or emporer, or governor of her city state nation, none are too clear on her, I only know her to be real by Joan's testimony i know is real, and by her position of wisdom, that is most wise in nation, in answer to all her nation as it reads, "find the one that fears GOD the most in the nation, now get them you count wise all them, and all your judges, and princes, and any other you take answer from, put them all together, the whole of them, and put the one that fears GOD most in the middle, and they will outweight them in word, in answer, in righteousness. Now take that of the nation you find to be of most values, gold, silvers, riches jewels, resources, put them all together and put the one that fears THE LORD most to it, and see, the one that fears THE LORD is worth more in value than all of it. For THE LORD himself, with thrust away all the nation together for this one, THE LORD can save or condemn in judgement by THIS ONE ALONE, how you treat them, how you adhere to their wisdom. A wise king will give more than half of his whole kingdom just for the counsel of such a one."
Now this is the office i hold, aka a position, but again don't be too impressed with the person, as i am a man of war, a father, a husband, and 42, Saint Katherine same exact position office, title what have you it is not labeled such by GOD, it is the one that fears him most, is closest to him, to hear him, to learn from him, answer like him, and GOD only loves them that are with wisdom. His favor and his friends only are them of Wisdom. thus by fear it is the beginning of the love of GOD. The perfection of a straight way is fear and wisdom, one GOD is that way. so don't be too impressed, for 14 year old girls can have this position, but she is on a list, rather it should be, I am on a list, of them, that are Job, John The Baptist, Ben Sira, and such, and i dont have any thing like to them, i learn my wisdom from them. But it is also written, as wine ages it does get better, so too the vine as wine, as the vineyard ages the vine and grapes, the roots there too, it gets better with time. so then it always gets better, and thus in revers man always gets worse. what he denied at Noah's day, 5k years later he still denying, the same with all that evidence, so not just Tyre Sidon, but also Sodom and Gamorrah, that is all them before them, and it gets heavier as we go, in wisodom righteousness of answer reveealed by GOD, and in ignorance rebellion proving man needs not proof of GOD he has that, no sign will convince him but rather he is rebellious and wicked, lying about that which he has recieved. If the man will deny his own wife, mother to his kids, and his oath he took then he will deny his kids freedom and truth sacrifice them in ovens for pigish coward greed no matter what GOD shows him.
So Katherine decides to tell the ruler he is being cruel and unfair, injustice, not caring for the widows the orphans and the poor, and mainly the poor Chrsitians they are persecuting. and she is one, and Christ is THE SON OF GOD, and thus wiser than them all.
Well he decides to try her wisdom and calls in all the nations wise men for a debate, and they come and they put her in the middle of the colloseum styled ampa theatre, and begin to go to mock her.
Spitting out statements, as questions, if so wise why is this that, or that this, and she answers in just the truth she has been given by GOD, and behold it is righteous, wise even, most wiser, so wise in fact that in four hours she converts more than half of them, such a large amount that the ruler calls it to stop, and decides to have her tied to a steak and giving 40 lashes, that is death sentence, 40 lashes and then murdered.for her it is tear her apart limb by limb by a machine, for tearing apart his wise men from him.
So she is tied to a steak and then lashed, up to 20 times. She takes the first twenty so well that the ruler is now impressed by her, even offers her marriage purposal, that she can be his queen, his bride and have all things in the world ever she wanted. She of course resoundly answers "never, I will stay faithful to my husband, my LORD CHRIST JESUS."
She is then given 20 more lasshes, and then a guard assigned to put her to the machine and tear her apart. as she touches the machine it falls apart. literally breaking. the guard knows nothing of mechanics, and is but a guard, and in that day, you are given guard you performed it however you wanted as long as the order is carried out, but if failed it is your life, and your families that shall be the ones that have the orders carried out on, hence the jailor took them home, in acts, for coming back, and this was alloud, as long as he still had them in possesion. If htey died you could be killed for it. But he immediately begins to cry.
Literally the grown man guard is crying because this 14 year old virgin girl, beaten 40 lashes, and he can't tear her apart from limb to limb. So while he is weeping, my wife, my kids, my life, she humbly touches the handle of his sword with like a patting effect. he looks at her, and she says, "you sir may be head me." and she kneels down, saying, "just please let me pray some beofre you do." and she closes her eyes, puts her hands together, and tilts her head forward for him to have a clear cut.
and he cuts her head off. but we know that she is alive for you hear her today from heaven thorugh Joan of Ark, who put the line of France on the throne, to have Louis help us in the Revolutionary war, so that you may have the covenant of faith you do now, and i know all these pieces specifically becasuse i am sent to tell you them.
THE CHOSEN OF THE LORD
Born a peasant farmer's daughter, she grew up poor and illiterate her whole life. She grew up at a time when the church only spoke in Latin Masses and rarely, hardly ever, did the priests give a sermon, and that means, Joan really only had bits and pieces of her faith, but it was enough, by the truth it became a wellspring of wisdom of GOD just like it reads.
Joan was a sweet girl, played in the fields of flowers often, twirling and dancing, and singing, and such, as her friends have been quoted saying, a darling sweetheart. Literally none had a bad report of dear little Joan.
She was pretty normal illterate poor French girl. Mind you she grew up at a time in france, when women were not alout to even speak in public unless addressed, or they had stature and wealth, that is of royal blood. this would become intricate in the story that THE LORD GOD is telling through Joan and to France and to THE WHOLE WORLD, for that royal blood line would betray Joan, and she being THE SENT SERVANT OF THE LORD, had a rippling effect upon that ROYAL LINE, that they were all cut off, drug out of their castles and BEHEADED 5 Generations later, that is "i will visit the sins of the fathers upon the sons every 3-4 Generations." you say, 5. I say, you don't count the generation the Saint is in, that is their generation, thus in love to GOD.
Joan was normal, reportedly common but sweet. Very Feminine, but did not care for dress when she hit bout 12. She found it to be vain, and would cut her hair sometimes. This is about the time that they appeared. What Joan would call, "them." there apparently was several, and some were Angels, some Saints, and some Angels and Saints, and they would would bother her, or so she thought them to be a bother. She thought they were teasing her, mocking her, making fun of her.
They would say to her, "Joan you are so special. Joan you are chosen. Joan you must believe and get up from here, go forth, THE LORD has chosen thee." and things like this, for years. almost two to three years, until about the age of 15 1/2 almost 16.
At this age something happened near Joan's house. Now things always happened near Joans house, she lived in a place where it was really profitable to be a bandit, or a troop on guard and so the skirmishes between the French and the English would meet there often, as Joan grew up. So in her child hood, she became a sort of a medic. Very skilled in bandages, stopping blood from pouring out, and cutting off limbs. for both the French and the Enemy the English. but at 16 a major battle happened, and Joan was helping when they forced her to stay in a wagon as they moved to another location far from her house, and safety, as THE ANGEL SAYS to her, "it is now the time Joan, you can not prevent it anymore. You are chosen. " she is in panics.
Now at this time, there was France, getting it's ass kicked, and i mean bad. So bad in fact, that the king of England was the king of France. For the french were now occupied by the english, and paying tribute in many places. And the determining factor which i find supersticiously fullish but i am a fool to GOD, and GOD found it worthy to actually partake and cator too. That is the French could not even have a king, cause in order to have a king he must be crowned at St Abby in France by that regions Bishop Cardinal, or he is in NO WISE THE KING OF FRANCE. Well England had it and had it fortified, no way the main runner up who could even be considered, was going to get that city let alone that city church back for ordination ceremony.
Until that is THE ANGEL OF THE LORD told Joan, she will take the city, she will have Charles Crowned king of France, and she is chosen of THE LORD. that is telling her for years, around two, but at 16 forced in to do, yet, and get htis, NEVER COMMANDED. I just in the past years figured out that NO FEMALE is ever directly COMMANDED not by THE LORD, nor his ANGLES, she is always spoken too, and then forced by events and currents as it were it was, it is, another sign proof that the daughters are each one part of the HOLY SPIRIT wholly. Which is exaclty what happened in Joans case, for years hearing and seeing THE ANGEL and Saint Katherine, she is never commanded, but is just pressed into made to do. Thus as THE LORD says, "the maid servants will not go out like the man servants." get it MAIDSERANT, aka MADE SERVANT.
Now in this time, as a kid at her house, where the battle were, she learned of a foreign people other than England, she learned of THE SCOTTISH. as is famously quoted at those times. "The French would run over the isles to help Scottland defend from England, and when the French were over ran, the Scottish would go over the isles to help them fend off the English." so Scotts and French, came to be really good allies agress the oppressive English rule, that was spreading at these times. At this specific time, it was France that was down and out, in a straiff, and in need, and much need. So Joan became familiar with Scottsmen.
She is quoted as to saying of The Scotts, " they were the fiercest of warriors, the bravest of men, but no patience for the battle. They wanted the fight done and over, death or life, they just wanted the battle to be over, so they would run out and fight it." she would know, she buried many of them and tended many of them. She lead a few of them. Her speaking on them in the battle I am sure has to do with the first battle she is in as a combative, that is as THE LEADER.
When they took Joan on that wagon, it set into motion events that can only be described as THE HAND OF GOD revealed by exact PROVIDENTIAL WISODM, that is like the garden, that which GOD knew woudl be said, good or bad, he went before and only that would come to be to be very good. Let me demonstrate.
Do you know who the 4th generation before the 5th is in France? King Louis, he is particular to you as an AMERICAN, for wihtout Louis there is NO AMERICA, if you weighted by nuts and bolts. The Revolutionary war had been on for 6almost 7 years, and it was a war of attritions, that is of time, of patience, a tester of fortitude and faith. as one Lieutenant said writing home, " i am afraid that i wont make chrismas this year either. We are still in short supply and not looking better at all in time soon. I am afraid, my darling, that we will have given up all for Liberties cause and will not even see her light shine. but i keep to GOD and miss you always." and she his wife writes back, "it is as Peter says then my love, we are all to suffer but to do it for righteousness, for THE LORD, it is best. I wont tell you of how it is here at home, for i wish not to trouble you any further, but know i suffer with you, and i miss you too, stay brave and faithful my dear husband, it is enough to have Christ on our side." That is about he time that KING LOUIS JOINED THE WAR. That was the determining factor for England to NOT send any more troops as France is just an isle swim over to London. So they were the back breaker for the winning factor. Thus then Joan of Ark is a in a line of GODLY WORKS, that is a proven chain of FAITH for all U.S. (see what i did with the us i made it U.S. God intended that too.) to pick up and pass down, and who Joan seen, was St Katherine, proving that chain goes back to 350-400AD.
Now when Joan road that wagon, to make this story more short, Joan was standing their alone behind the men who were in ranks and sword combat, the officers down, dead, caputs, and THE ANGEL told JOAN, take command JOAN, it is your time now. you are chosen."
and yes THE ANGELS and SAINTS kept saying that.
that she is chosen. You must understand the resisitance that she is going to meet, even takes her life, even to the point of burning her alive at the steak for it.
So there she was a 16 year old girl, and all the men in the battle with no one to call out what to do next, so they can be in a swarm and no tower to call out, or they can have Joan in the rear there call it out.
So there she was and some scotts killed some enlish and were moving forward, when she seen a better place for them too go. and so she did shout at them, and they did listen. And then again and again, and she picked up a banner fallen, and would wave it for signs to move that when waved or that way when down, and then right there that illiteratee peasant farmer girl by PROVIDENCE became an officer.
After the skirmish that JOAN is attributed with winning, she immediately cared for the men, the wounded, and immediately they seen she was a saint. For there was an Englishman wounded next to French and Scotts, and she helped him, bandaged him fetched him water, and did so as the order that THE LORD put them in her path, playing no favortism to nationality. The fight for Joan was over, and then it became time to heal, for THE LORD.
The Scotts, did not like that at, shoutiing at Joan, let the English pigs die, we came across to help you. But to no avail and no faulter, Joan would through them by THE LORD and would get to the Scotts and they would be grateful. Thirst on a battle field, while bleeding out, is heavy dry, and anyone that brings you water, no matter who they are, what they done, how you disgree, becomes an angel of GOD in your sight. And so Joan did, they said dont, help us, but by the time she did help them, they thanked her and GOD calling her an angel, a true woman of GOD. a GOD sent.
well this went on, to the next town, to some commanders, and the peasant army and Scotts Joan brought, loved her so much, telling of her deeds, that the commanders, officers that is, decided to talk with Joan, this peasant farmer medic girl. And so they talked and it was kinded one sided, her side. "i am sent of by THE ANGEL OF THE LORD and i am here to put Charles on the throne, to crown him in Abby, so says THE ANGEL of THE LORD, I am chosen for this, and it will come to be." so they decide she is either crazy, or GOD is with her, but they have no officer for her camp she lead in battle, whether she knew it or not. The officers of experienced war knew what she did, and so put her in command of them and gave her a small mission, another battle right into it.
AND JOAN won every single battle she ever fought, impossible odds multiple times. If you ever heard of taking strong holds, you know it usually takes sieges and months or years have even happened on some cities, but little Joan by GOD, with a peasant fighting force, took strong holds, and even lead charges.
She NEVER ONCE used her weapon, or injured any one doing them harm with her own hands. though she gave command, she held her feminine nature and did not shed the blood of men, as we know David to have done. She would run in front of THE TROOP at the first, or when they were loosing moral in the fight, and she would hold her banner high, and wave it so all could see, enemy and ally, and just shout, at the top of her lungs, with all she had,